God is Good, No Matter What
Today is the day that the Lord has made, and I will be glad and rejoice in it (Psalms 118:24, NKJV). When I was first diagnosed with an incurable cancer 11/11/2005, it was a shock. The diagnosis was NeuroEndocrine Carcinoma which was found in my liver in 2005. I didn't understand the magnitude of what God was doing in my life, but it wasn't God. It was the state of the condition I was in, and I had to call on the Lord to lift me out of the situation. I have been seen by 2 major hospitals in Atlanta and MD Anderson, but with no change. While waiting on the Lord, I was operating in my own strength believing in God’s word as "small as a mustard seed" (Matthew 17:20). When I was diagnosed in 2005, I had little faith. Faith so small it could not move the mountain, but God gave me grace which gave me time to meditate on his promises and my faith grew. I believed by faith for healing and wholeness, but I had to go through a process. I did everything in my natural power from 2005 until now, but the thorn in my side didn’t move. It got worse. This kind of spirit only comes out through fasting and praying (Matthew 17:21). So, the next steps in my life is led by the Holy Spirit because I have ran out of my own strength. In the natural, God promised healing through Jesus. He didn't say how it would come, but he made a promise, and I am expecting God to fulfill his promise.
Endurance
For 10 years I have endured with medication, but no change. For 5 years, I endured without medication waiting on when to be led to another doctor. Now that I am in transition to new life and trusting Christ for the outcome in this new beginning, my faith did not fail me for 15 years in grace, it protected me. I was trusting in the Lord, but now that I am at a divide I have chosen who I will serve and God's promises of "by his stripes, I am healed" (Isaiah 53:5, KJV), "all things have become new" (2 Corinthians 5:17), "if I can just touch his garment” (Mark 5:27-31) are real for my life. This time instead of me fighting in my own strength, Christ is in the fire with me and it is no longer a battle against cancer. My role has shifted to staying in fasting and prayer until healing is manifested on earth as it is in heaven.
Cancer came to get my attention and focus my need for Christ, God and the Holy Spirit then I would be led to the right place at the right time for healing and hope which is what the Cancer Treatment Centers of America (CTCA) is founded on and they are faith based located on Celebrate Life Pkwy in Newnan, Georgia. They are a sign to me that God does answer prayers when I get into alignment with his Will. I was led to them on Friday, August 7, 2020 and my first day was today. My real journey begins, but this time the Lord is my advocate and my help to healing, hope and wholeness.
Day 1: A New Beginning to an End
1. Admittance
2. Blood work, Vitals and Intake
3. Scheduler for future Appointments
Thank you, God, for my sister, Angela Solomon and my brother-in-law. They are God’s divine connection that are helping me in my new beginning.
Thank God for a divine Angel I met today name Cedric Carr at CTCA who spoke thus says the Lord at the end of my appointment.
The scriptures that I elevate today are:
Mark Mark 5:27-31: “The woman with the issue of blood”
Scriptures per my divine connection Cedric Carr
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