Restoration

I post less encouragements because I am in the process of Restoration. This process has shifted me into another level of understanding who God is in my life and the purpose of Jesus Christ my savior. It requires me to be still, listen and study God's word at a deeper level. I am also studying through online bible school at https://video.wvbs.org/. Restoration into the Kingdom at this time is to place me back into my rightful place with God because I was serving a form of godliness. I was not serving the true living God. So for the past seven years he has stripped anything attached to me that he did not provide. It is called "Economic Hardship" in the system of the world. My life has been cleaned from my sinful nature being in control. I have been redeemed. I have been resurrected with the living Christ. This has been an amazing process that happens in steps through the leadership of the Holy Spirit. I am reviewing my credit report and past due accounts. I have been in a deep "Economic Hardship", but this is the end-results for me serving the wrong god. I was not serving the God that Jesus Christ served. Because if I was, this situation would have never happened. Everything that happened in my life was for a divine purpose. So now I am in the process of fixing the things I can on my credit while waiting for my financial breakthrough. When the breakthrough arrives, I will have direction for the creditors that I owe. When something as detrimental as the loss of a job, divorce, sickness or some unforeseen situation happens, the first thing effected was my ability to pay bills, expenses, and debt. Creditors do not care about my problems. They care about getting paid. The second thing the creditors due if you can not pay is effect your credit which shuts you down from getting anything on good credit. The third thing is effected is all purchases will be at a higher interest rate. The fourth thing it effects is not being able to get any credit whether its for emergency dental problems, apartment rental, or other things that may pop up throughout an "Economic Hardship". This has been my experience when I lost my job in 2013 and the divorce in 2015 and the list goes on until the 7th year of this "Economic Hardship". My finances was extremely effected, but it was nothing I could do but go through the process patiently. Now God is walking me through the process of what restoration because I need to be aligned with his will for my life and I can't do that with debt dangling over my head as a bad fruit. No matter how much I contacted the creditors to let them know my situation, it still went on my credit causing more problems for the future. The fifth thing that is effected as we rent an apartment is the complex decides whether they want to stop reporting good payment to the credit bureau. Well, this drops the credit score significantly. This also keeps us renting because of low credit score. Also, if you don't have any credit around a certain age, the system penalizes no credit history. God was showing me that this is a man made system that was designed for bondage and to come out from among that type of thinking because it is not built with my best interest in mind. After restoration, I focus on getting things I can afford and teach my children God's way of life, and do not get caught up in emotional spending. If God didn't provide the resources to receive it or if it places a burden on receiving it, it is not worth having and God will direct my path to what he has for me.