I am sadden today because the very people I thought and trusted which are set up by an image of God to assist me slammed the door in my face (metaphorically). I realized they were spiritually blinded to what God was doing in the earth and in my life. I forgive them because God removed me and allowed the door to slam in my face. They looked into my eyes and with their mouth they lied because their hearts was not turned to the Almighty God. Today, that door was slammed shut in my face through making a promise that was not kept, non-communication and no response to my requests since 12/12/2019 and 1/14/2020. That is 39 days with no response. That did not mean "No" according to God. It only meant not right now and not with that organization. This has been an area I have been working on building for 3 years because this was one of the visions God gave me. While it hurt to know that it was a deliberate slammed door, my heart was not troubled because the Holy Spirit clearly said, "When one door closes in the physical its because a spiritual door has opened to you". When I searched the scripture, I was lead to Revelation 3:8 and Isaiah 22:22. The door that has opened this time for me is a wide heavenly door that no man can shut.
This was the song I heard this morning in my spirit, "Lift Every Voice and Sing" https://youtu.be/gPt1__b-DgI and the scripture I was studying was Psalms 59:17 while giving thanks to all the anointed singers whom voices have reached down and picked me up in my low places over the past 31 years. This also led me back to the song, "We shall overcome some day" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDjt3F84bDI . We have overcome as of today. We only need to walk in who God ordained his people to be in the name of Jesus Christ. I found my identify through believing in Jesus Christ and I am walking out the truth he is showing me.
I am asking God for continued wisdom to learn how to wait on him even when I am rejected or doors are closed.
Glory to God
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